iamthankfulforreflection

why do these things happen to me. I hate thisfeeling of uncertainty. of being  fake. of holding grudges. I dont feel like i should hold a grudge against kelsey, but how can i  trust her anymore. What does someone to lie to me about things like that. why! ughh. i wish i was in new york with davila. I wish i was more happy. I need to find a good place in my heart that i could blow up so much! i am a happy person. i know i am. I need to find me again.