Thankfulforme.

Is it to cocky to say that I love me. I really do..I never thought I ever would but now I do. I really don't know what has stemmed this miracle of a sentence but I am happy it did. I don't like me because I have nice eyes or good hair, but because I am kind and do think of what others feelings are. I have realized that saying "NO" should not be in my vocab. Obviously in the most simplest way like chores or disrespecting my parents. I like to be happy and only people who surround themselves with happy people can have become it themselves. I am so very intrigued at this thought of being happy, like what does it mean? how do you achieve this impossible dream we truly wish for? easy i think, its just to love yourself. Because half the reasons you hate the things around you is because of the insecurities you have of your own. So if you reversed them you'd be half way there.

Thankfulforthesimplethings.

Iamsoanxious.

I can not wait to get to school, but im a tad scared...igues thats the word. I just want it to be the best experience ever... ya know. I am trying my best on my part to make it really good, but idk if it will be enough. uggghhhh I hate not knowing. I feel as though everything i thought i wanted and needed in my life i didnt really care for... But if i have no real wants is that good??? i mean i have wants like to do good in school, and i know that that will make me happy but what else. i guess to be fit... and just to be happy. i guess it is that simple.

 I want to be happy.

Thankfulforguidance.

Yay! I'm super excited about this blog!!!!

I have always wanted to start one,well here we go.

I want to start a rule that every title will say what I am thankful for that day.

All I have been doing is working and sleeping and checking my emails. So utterly lame. I need to do something more productive like clean my room or paint my nails or write a letter. The funny thing is, is that i always think these things on the way to my room then stop and turn around... I'm almost telling my self that I forgot something down stairs but I really didn't. Almost like when your talking to someone you really down want to and you blurt out "man got to go to the bathroom Ill be right back!" but never really return:)) Poor room. oh well.

I am counting down the days till  I am in Idaho. Many people I talk to about this cant grasp how excited I am to go to the potato state:)) Well gladly I will be with people my age unlike work were I'm either talking to someone about high school drama and AP homework or not being talked to at all. I am being very productive in this category though!  I have a budget plan and a detail list of things that must get done before I leave. I am just hoping that all  my hard work will not be disappointed. I know that not all things can work out but lots of them better! wishing 9 weeks will come faster:)