Saturday, December 11, 2010

Thankfulforme.

Is it to cocky to say that I love me. I really do..I never thought I ever would but now I do. I really don't know what has stemmed this miracle of a sentence but I am happy it did. I don't like me because I have nice eyes or good hair, but because I am kind and do think of what others feelings are. I have realized that saying "NO" should not be in my vocab. Obviously in the most simplest way like chores or disrespecting my parents. I like to be happy and only people who surround themselves with happy people can have become it themselves. I am so very intrigued at this thought of being happy, like what does it mean? how do you achieve this impossible dream we truly wish for? easy i think, its just to love yourself. Because half the reasons you hate the things around you is because of the insecurities you have of your own. So if you reversed them you'd be half way there.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Thankfulforthesimplethings.

Iamsoanxious.
I can not wait to get to school, but im a tad scared...igues thats the word. I just want it to be the best experience ever... ya know. I am trying my best on my part to make it really good, but idk if it will be enough. uggghhhh I hate not knowing. I feel as though everything i thought i wanted and needed in my life i didnt really care for... But if i have no real wants is that good??? i mean i have wants like to do good in school, and i know that that will make me happy but what else. i guess to be fit... and just to be happy. i guess it is that simple.
 I want to be happy.